Good grief, it has been many many months since I have updated my blog. But, I do hope that you all are doing well in the first week of this wonderful new year, 2014!! Who could have thought 2014 would ever come right? :)
I just wanted to share something with you all that God has reminded me of this evening. Something that had never made sense until now. Something that had crossed my mind, but never stuck.
Something that I hear many people talk about, whether secular or Christian, is what things have gotten them through hard times. Some say a family member, some say friends, some say an outlet such as sports. But for me, God had something very special. NOT BECAUSE I DESERVE IT but because He knew it would mean alot to me...and I take it every day as a gift from Him. Do you know what it was that got me through the hard times? Its my name: Joshua.
I used to greatly dislike my name. I didnt like the sound of it as a little boy. I always wished I had been called something different. But my Father knew me even better than I knew me. My name was written in the Lambs Book of Life before time began. He knew that I needed that name. He would use it as something special between us. Something personal that went from heart to heart. Something that would change my world.
Nearly every night as I lay down to sleep between, idk, 2008 and 2011, I would lay there in fear. The fear of dying and not knowing where I was going. So afraid Id wake up in hell.
Then Gods perfect plan led me to a Journey to the Heart. And during that week, the week that I found Jesus, HE saw fit to show me what my name means; Joshua: Yahweh will Establish.
Its amazing how many times I have heard the Lord tell me, again and again, not only in that week that I gave my life to follow Him, but in the years that are following. I am reminded when I am trying to do something on my own, "Joshua, let me work in you. I will establish you." Or when I am afraid of the unknown, I hear, "Joshua, do not be afraid. I will establish you." When I feel i have failed, "Joshua, you are washed in the blood. I have established you." Etc Etc Etc
He truly has, and I believe Him that we will continue to lead, and establish my steps. He is the only way. How often I need reminding. He is good.
Thank you for my name, Father.
Anyway. That is what I will continue to be thankful for this brand spankin new year. :)
Lord Bless you all!!
Joshua Hall
