Tuesday, December 11, 2012

My worst nightmare, His perfect plan...

The month of November was a long one, but a good one. Then came December, even busier than the previous month. I was looking forward to a time at home. Was gonna be awesome! Then I got news one morning that my mom was being admitted to the hospital for lack of blood. (Okeeyyy....last time that had happened, she was told that had she come in any later, she would have died) So, I prayed, my awesome friends were praying, etc. It was pretty frightening because I heard nothing all day...nothing at all. My siblings at home heard nothing. I know this sounds terrible, but near the end of the day, I was wondering if she was even alive. At around 9pm, i got a text from my mom!!! Nothing can describe the release that was. :)
I talked to her yesterday and she was telling me just how serious it had been. Her body had been running off of 1/4 the oxygen that it needed. Oh my, she nearly had a heart attack at one point, her heart nearly collapsed at another point. Good grief...it was all God. It was all God. It was all God. He did indeed do all things well. I had a friend ask me, "If God decides to take your mom, will you thank Him anyway?" That was  eye opening...I didnt want to think about that. I didnt think it would happen, but what if my worst nightmare was His perfect plan? Would i still thank Him? Thankfully, He never called on me to do that...not yet. I am at home with my family now. I have missed them so much. :) Thank you all for all your prayers!! God heard you!!

So let me ask you all, what if your worst nightmare is His perfect plan? Will you thank Him anyway?
Do you trust Him that much?

Lord bless you all,

Josh

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